I cant help but be hanging onto the hope that he is going to come back. Tell me it was all a big mistake.
I find myself searching for him during the day, and I know the chance of seeing him is little to none.....I am even thinking of excuses to give my friend to get him to see me. (i have no way to contact him as I anticipated all this and deleted his number from my phone......and I dont even know where he lives since he moved house the weekend he broke up with me)
It is really tearing me up inside.....I want to let go, but I cant :(