After 3 years and millions of memories the party scene won him over. I hate this. I believed in true love. We loved each other and we needed each other. All I asked for was his love, but apparently I dont even deserve that. As of now he's blocked, but soon I'll get really lonely and depressed and unblock him and sit around all night waiting for him to IM me or for a reason to IM him. I hate being alone. I hate not being loved. I hate him for saying he still loves me but just doesn't want to be with me. I would type more, but I'm really sick today so I'm going to lay back down. Talking to him only made me feel worse.